posted September 26, 2001 11:37 PM
1. i am NOT anti bwl, i have many good friends in bwl.
2. nothing has changed between me and jv or dreamer.
3. im under emmence stresses outside of tm/online stuff.
4. i snapped plain n simple.
5. i got the email from dreamer and the icq from jv at the sime time as i was loding up the bwl page - OUCH on timing.
6. Theres no fall out, i was jusst pissed... dreamer was attempting humour at my darkside star was skit. Went straight over my head and i took it as insult.
7. im not leaving this community, but i am also going to rejoin the bz community - been away from friends there far too long.
8. im taking a break from the bz mod because ive run out of inspiration, it feels lacking in something - cant put my finger on it - so im taking a week out and hopefully come back at it all fresh faced and with new ideas.
9. the clansite has been neglected due to pressures none of you are aware of - so im taking the time to catch up with all that too.
10. the culture differences beween uk, usa and germany are quite varied and i must remember to bear that in mind when reading dreamers posts - so often i take offence when its quite clearly not meant as such.
11. lastly, take whatever i say with a pinch of salt when i go all negative - im pretty down in the dumps right now for various reasons; and when i am i tend to snap at anything that looks abusive, invasive or downright rude... remember as a clan leader i also have to stick up for my members, and the 2 dont mix very well.
hope this clears up a few things.... and dont forget the all persons tm chat in the dmf chatroom - 8pm EST folks be there or be like me... ill try to get some bz bods along too about time you guys met up.